i can't believe it's november already~~~~
after that it will be december, then it'll be 2010!
man, i feel old.
i guess when you're old, time flies real quick...

(u don't have to continue reading down, this is will just waste your time anyway..)

this December i'm gonna go to Bali to put some ashes into the sea...
i dunno if i'll be sad or not. the pain already left my heart a few months ago...
i really don't want to spend a lot of time there tho.
don't want to nostalgic feelings come back to me.
and still got loads of things i've been dreaming these last 2 months...
drawing, piano, excercise, quality time, taking care of Luneth, catch up with some anime/games, make my relationships straight forward.....
*sob* i won't have time to do any of those if i stay in Bali too long.
i'm gonna be there for like 3 weeks...that's really gonna kill me.
but i'm gonna meet my cousins...that's why i still have a reason to go...
me and my cousins are located pretty far from eachother, and i already
forgot what it was like when we were together.......
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FALSE ALARM!
turns out i'm not gonna stay for 3 weeks, yet just 5 nights
YIPPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!